Losing faith in the human race etc.

SO not only did I lose $40 this weekend to a lady I thought seriously wrecked her car and needed a taxi to Virginia....was I really scammed???? AHHH! She was crying!....for crack I assume. damn it!

But I guess someone I really trusted kinda let me down...which is fine. I'm starting to expect that people want little to do with me these days.

Ok...that was a bit dramatic.

At least the male population....that tiny percentage of it that I am actually attracted to that is. shit.

Otherwise, it was a perfectly fabulous weekend. I went out and had a grand old time...with good company no less.

Music

Ever hear a song that you haven't heard in a long time and it makes you feel a very specific feeling? I mean remember something you felt like a very long time ago and you remember it in an almost perfect recollection of an exact moment?

There are seriously songs I can't listen to because it was playing when someone said something or did something to me or it played a lot when something shitty was going on in my life. I may not remember what exactly but I have a memory of the feeling that whatever was going on caused me to feel.

Maybe I am just super sensitive to music....what with being a musician and all....but sometimes I forget just how very powerful it all is.

It's so much bigger than me...it's so magical. God, I love it.

Clarity

I am feeling much better...I just needed to take some time to get back on track. I'm pretty confident that in the next month or so I will be a pro at being alone again.

Greg is leaving and I will kinda have my own thing for awhile.
I dumped all of the guys I was "talking to" except one...which doesn't make anything official but I'm only going to focus on one at a time. It's just easier that way. It eliminates confusion and is much easier on the serial monogamist.

I'm sorry about my last post and the princessness that it exposed LOL.

I got ridiculously 5th grader mad that day.

I'm happier now that it isn't raining 24/7. I hate how the barometric pressure effects my moods.

Well, have a nice little Friday ladies and gents.

cheers.

Emotional Fog

Lots of stuff just isn't going right at the moment.

I don't know where I am going to be living in June.

I got in a little car accident yesterday.

My voice is fucked up from the opera and I'm not getting ANYWHERE.

I don't even want to be in DC anymore...

My heart is somewhere else. :(


Ok...I'm done venting now...

thanks.