hi

Why do I love people so much? Seriously.....I love reading back in my journal and seeing how wrong I was all the time. But you don't know you are wrong until you are wrong....and who can really know if they have ever got it right? All I can really know if how I feel now...and how I hope I will feel in the future.

Yea, I have a new boy....boys come and go and they all have something special about them...it's finding the one that you can spend your life with. I have someone in my life right now who makes me really happy....and that is all the matters right?

Im truly blissful....eventhough he is across the pond right now. Just because I know he loves me.

Oops I did it again...

So I made a major mistake...again. No more boys for me...dead seriousness here...I am never going to trust anyone until I do a complete background check and know them for at least 6 months. AT THE VERY LEAST.

Where have all the cowboys gone?

Candy...I'll tell you all about it when I get there.