Whaaaaaaaaaa!

Hey.

So I'm relaxing into life right now. I find the calmer I am...the easier all of this is going to be. The opera is running full speed ahead. I am okay until at least Friday when the dean will surely murder my soul. I'm trying to stay positive. see?

I have a lot of work ahead of me this week. I must hash out the third act and get it to a nice, happy place. Eventhough it is perhaps some of the most depressing music I have ever sang in my life. uugh. It puts me in a "slit my wrists" kind of mood.

Alison, I better see you soon. I know my schedule is hell on wheels right now but I miss my friend.

ALSO, I'm really excited because I'm going to meet somebody next week, maybe. I'm trying not to get too excited because I don't want to be too disappointed if it totally fails. However, I can't say I have had many instances where I have gotten along with someone really well online and thought they were really cute and stuff and met them and been too surprised. The worst case is I meet them and I'm not attracted to them at all...which has happened. I have met people kind of just to humor them in the past or because I'm bored. But UNLESS all of his pictures are really old and he is really a fat, ugly, old man....I think I shall surely be just fine with meeting him. We seem to share a lot of the same ways of functioning...as far as how we meet and greet people. We poke at eachother and push buttons and figure eachother out in a way that is fairly similar. His way of life is really cute....and I'm wildly attracted to the man I have created in my head to fit his persona. Gee....I hope I didn't build it up to much.

Don't worry no rush on anything...just going to see what happens. :)

Long day today...so I'm going to go continue it.

Di